Life

Why does life always have to be so confusing. like with girls for instance. all girls are trying to find that one guy that will always be there for them, but instead they end up with an asshole. And with me, i always try be the nicest person in the world but still cant find that one girl. all girls that i have liked in the past always say the same thing, we shouldnt go out because i dont wanna ruin our friendship. apparently if u are too nice girls will just wanna always be ur friend. So idk what to do anymore. Are girls really worth it? For the right girl id do anything for her no matter what. I dont like to say i love you because i think they are really strong words, ive said it to 3 ppl, other than family in my life, the first was a mistake, the second i still love and always will and the third i love but idk if the feelings are mutual. i dont like to say it cause i want the ppl i say it to to kno that i really do love them. But for now im gonna stay single because love is pointless it never works anymore.

Its been a while :)

WEll today i talked to a friend that i havnt talked to in a loooooooooooong time. idk y its been so long. becuase honestly ive missed her. Im outta high school now and i know im not gonna see a lot of ppl ever again or not see ppl as much but with her, idk, i guess i like her too much to go a long time without seeing her.